Hey everyone! Wanted to give an update on my past weekend!

Ok, some friends of mine on here are aware that recently, I went to a convention this past weekend! The con was Megacon and a lot of crazy stuff happened this past weekend that was pretty fun but also a few “are you kidding me?!” Moments.

First thing was the con itself was a two hour drive, and when we arrived at the town the con was being held in, we got lost and soon arrived at a hotel that was actually the wrong hotel.

When we did arrive at our hotel, we found out they charged for valet parking which is the only option and it was $28 a night! Don’t get me wrong, the hotel itself was actually really nice and a good choice for our situation; but they nickel and dimed you for everything (they had an $8.00 waterbottle in the room!!!)

We arrived at the con just when it began and my newest cosplay Dark Magician Girl from the original Yu-Gi-Oh! Series was a major hit! I couldn’t believe how many people recognized the costume and stopped me for pictures every five minutes. It was actually really fun and I’m extremely happy that all the hard work finally paid off.

Day 2 was pretty busy and mainly involved a lot of shopping and panels. I ended up meeting with a friend who actually enjoys this stuff and we spent a good portion of that day together and as for day 3? It was mainly a last minute things to do type of day before I decided to get ready to go home.

I did manage to meet Rachel MacFarlane (she voices Hayley in American dad and is the sister of Seth MacFarlane) but this whole weekend I mainly got to spend some time with Todd Haberkorn. For those new to my tumblr, I met Haberkorn a few years ago at a small turned big con and his panels are always fun, and he even knows my name by now!

I gave him a belated birthday gift I made for him, a pair of hand painted shoes and a hand knitted blanket, and I also got him to sign an old monster high doll I had from my collecting days and got some awesome pics with him (he also had a contest on his birthday where we had to recreate an old headshot he did years ago and i won since i went ahead and cosplayed him, i brought the cosplay along to get a photo with him). What was also pretty fun was my friend challenged him to a round of Just Dance and I got to see how both of them went against each other. Todd won but it was still an awesome moment for my friend!

I did get to meet Charles Marinet who voices Mario and Luigi; but I only got one signature for my dad since we both play Skyrim and he charged a lot of money for one measly singnature.

Otherwise I scored some pretty good stuff for the con such as a few signatures, an awesome figure, and some funkos! The con gave us free comics, lunch boxes and some good shopping bags.

Anyway, here’s a few pictures from this past weekend! All credits to cosplayers in these photos!

Looking to post this week! And some updates on life

I’m planning to post the final chapter for Devils contract this week and it WILL BE A LEMON!!! But I also plan to soon unveil a new story I’ve been working on. I’m trying to get some chapters done ahead of time so I don’t end up in a big pile of overdue chapters.

This one I had in hiding for the longest time and I kept it for a rainy day. But personally, recently a lot of ideas came rushing out for it and I seriously want to share it. Now I gotta see how long it’s been since I went into fanfiction haha.

As for me, I went to the doctors today and she said I’m in great health. I’m trying to get some hand painted shoes I make sold and also have some ideas for something of my own design I plan to share one day when it’s right ;). I just wanted to let people know that things are looking up on my end and I’ll be posting soon!

Well went to the doctors today

I was having some anxiety these past few weeks and I’m doing better than I have been. My anxiety was getting me overly conscious of my health and after my visit, everything is normal, just got some blood work needing to be checked. She basically thinks what I went through was triggered anxiety and the fact I went on a sugar detox didn’t help. Since I’m making myself aware of my bad habits, and starting a money jar for it, she thought that was a great idea. Otherwise I’m completely fine!

Well, enough of that. I’m considering streaming myself doing some drawings in the future or have a live stream night to watch tv with everyone, what you guys think?

Alright finally back on track

Lately, a lot has been going on in my personal life. My final weeks of school took a bit of a toll on me personally to the point that I was showing signs of hypochondria. The past two weeks I’ve been going nuts over my health and getting worried about every little thing. Not only that, school came back in the picture recently and that was just the cherry on this sundae. Earlier tonight, I was having a moment of my hypochondria and then I started playing my guitar which helped out a lot and reminded me why I fell in love with the instrument to begin with.

Tonight also made me wonder why I had been like this lately and why it was getting to this point. I do admit I learned to be more cautious of my health from all this stress and keep up with a good diet and exercise, but for the first time all week, I feel the need to write, to draw and everything I love.

I really wanted to get this off my chest cause I feel a heck of a lot better now hahaa

Why do I even bother?

Sorry guys, this is going to be a massive rant. Ok, so I am only one class shy from my degree, and I am in the final stretch of that and I can say I’m happy about that. Here’s the kicker of all of this: My class is a statistics class (I hate math and anything involving the subject) and the class is heavily requiring the usage of a particular website (I am not giving out the name of it). Here’s the core of my problems with this class: The website constantly crashes, and the work the website creates is unbelievably annoying. 

About close to two weeks ago, I was in the middle of studying on the website when a massive crash occurred, causing everyone in my class unable to use the website. My teacher had to compromise and push a test that’s a good chunk of my grade right there back.  My teacher is not to blame here, she’s actually a really nice lady and I respect the heck out of her. I also had dealings with this website in a previous class and it wasn’t much to jump up and down over. It has a lot of flaws and gets certain answers incorrect and last week really hit a chord with me.

Last week, I was in the middle of the test when it crashed. It didn’t crash just on me only; it crashed on EVERYONE USING IT! It took two people to go onto the website and find a way around fixing it. Earlier today, I went back to finish up work on some work due tomorrow and again, it crashed. I got the head of the Math department’s email and I’m going to file a complaint tonight. 

God, why couldn’t my last required class be an art or writing class?

Updates on life

Hey peeps! Sorry I haven’t been active much, things have been a tad bit crazy lately. Two weeks ago, we found a stray kitten roaming around. His name is Natsu (yes, I am that much of a Fairy Tail geek) and since no shelter wants him, he’s moving in with us. Here’s his picture:

The little guy is taking my time a bit since he’s under quarantine from worms and needs to have attention several times a day. I’m working on the next chapter of The Devil’s Contract and also the next story. Just wanted to give an update!

To Family I once knew.

To my uncle who I thought could be an uncle:

I’m sorry that our differences were too different.

I’m sorry that things turned out the way they did.

I’m sorry you didn’t want to try and work things out with your own brother.

I’m sorry we couldn’t be a family.

I’m sorry you let your greed get to you.

To the cousin I thought could be a cousin:

I’m sorry we couldn’t be cousins.

I’m sorry our father’s can never see eye to eye.

I’m sorry we got dragged into the shit storm your dad made. 

I’m sorry that because of everything, I feel I can’t trust you and want nothing to do with you or your father.

I’m sorry that we share the same last name.

But wanna know what I’m not sorry for?:

I’m not sorry I am the person I am today.

I’m not sorry that my dad is a better person you’ll ever be.

I’m not sorry that I learned the differences between right and wrong.

I’m not sorry that I don’t let my heritage get in the way of my decisions in life.

I’m posting this on tumblr because I don’t want you both to see this. I’m breaking the ties between me and the two of you for eternity and I don’t want you two to ever contact me or my family again. You lost all right to call me your niece or cousin after today.